Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Haiti & Art Therapy Slideshow


A collection of pictures and short videos from my trip. I hope you can see how much God moved in my life and the lives of the children at the CAD orphanage in Ganthiers, Haiti. I taught art classes with orphaned children and they taught me how to truly live, love and laugh. I knew it would be an experience of a lifetime, and I thank God for giving me the opportunity to go. Miss you HOPE Volunteer Corps Team #1 and all the smiling faces I left back in Haiti.
XOXO - Amanda

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

FRONT PAGE NEWS: Florida State University student takes art therapy to Haiti


Helping kids just be kids

One child drew pictures of bricks tumbling off the sides of a building, landing on the heads of people below. Another, using thick paint and construction paper, created images of blood and broken bones.

Amanda Sanders admits she didn't know what to expect when she arrived at the orphanage in Haiti earlier this month. An art therapy graduate student at Florida State University, Sanders was there to work on her final project for school and help some of the 90 children cope with the destruction they have been living with during the past six months.

"I was trying to create a place for the kids to have fun. They were fending for themselves, growing up way too fast," Sanders said. "I wanted them to be kids.

"The ones who had been traumatized, I wanted them to be able to express themselves through art."

Art therapy has become an increasingly popular tool for helping traumatized children.

Marcia Rosal, a professor in FSU's department of art education and director of the art therapy program, says art therapy has become much more accepted as a way of reaching out to children since the Sept. 11 terrorist attacks.

Six months after the Jan. 12 earthquake devastated Port-au-Prince and the surrounding areas, the poor island nation is seldom a front-page story anymore. But make no mistake, Haiti is still struggling to rebuild its basic infrastructure.

Sanders, 25, a Chiles High graduate with an undergraduate degree in psychology from FSU, went to Haiti with a group of 13 from HOPE worldwide. Sanders' non-denominational Capital City Church does work with the international charity.

They flew from Miami to Port-au -Prince, a city still missing roofs on most buildings and surrounded by tent communities, on their way to the orphanage in Ganthier. Sanders was the only art therapist in the group of volunteers. She brought a suitcase teeming with art materials. What they didn't use during her eight-day stay, she left behind.

"I had to be really flexible. I had to be ready for whatever, to go with what the children needed," she said. "These kids have been through terrible, terrible things. One girl, her parents had tried to kill her."I let them show me what they needed to show me. They knew best. They just needed someone to spend time with them, to show them I cared about them. The art served to do that."Art therapy has been an increasingly more popular field of study at FSU. The university had a four-year program in Pass Christian, Miss., working with children whose lives were disrupted by Hurricane Katrina. The university also has a relationship with a nonprofit in Bangkok, Thailand, where FSU students use art therapy with victims of a child sex-slave trade.

"Art therapy is a good, accessible treatment for children in particular," Rosal said. "It helps them find ways to understand and express the situations they were in, and hopefully find ways to cope with them."

Sanders, who hopes to graduate in December with a double master's in art therapy and counseling, was the first FSU art therapy student to visit Haiti in the aftermath of the January earthquake.

Rosal explained that Sanders wasn't in Haiti to "do therapy in the deepest sense of the word," but to give the children at the orphanage an outlet.

"We talked about the fact that the children would be traumatized and to be aware of that," Rosal said. "I told Amanda, who is just a remarkable person, to not open anything she didn't think she could change. Children with trauma need long-term support and care."

Sanders, who has done internships at Capital City Youth Services and at the forensic unit at the state hospital in Chattahoochee, is hoping she can go back to Haiti. She even learned some Creole to help her during future trips.

"The director said she saw the children change during the time we were there, that their attitudes changed," Sanders said. "They were more bright and more respectful of each other.

"I learned that you didn't need language necessarily to communicate. I saw it in action with the kids."

BY DOUG BLACKBURN • DEMOCRAT SENIOR WRITER • JUNE 25, 2010

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Adjusting to "Real Life"


I've been back in the states for a week now... but it still feels like I left yesterday. When I first returned from Haiti, I was excited to share how much love and appreciation we received from the disciples and orphans during our stay. I was also eager to share how much I learned about God and was able to watch him move in my life.

My heart goes out to the children in Ganthiers and I had a harder time returning than I had predicted. I thought I might see things that would upset me and struggle with the images when I returned, but I think I am really just having a hard time returning to the classroom and not actively engaging with others to help brighten their day and/or ease their pain. Leaving with 'unfinished business' - per say, doesn't add to my helplessness of being so far away. I really wanted to collect rocks/rubble and paint them with the kids, teaching them that there is always a way to make something out of a hard or difficult situation. I didn't get to do that because I was really sick on the last day and slept on the roof all day trying to recover.

I miss 'K' and his sunny smile. I miss the simplicity of life where joys arise out of the smallest things. Being home, I've realized how disgusting greed and materialism is - and how I get angry when I hear people talking about wanting new things or better things that they don't necessarily need. I know it's a result of my own experience living off the bare necessities, but I don't know how to express that to my friends and family without being rude or emotionally driven (and then coming off self-righteous).

Recently I've decided to return to Haiti for the final trip in August and feel like I've weighed the pros and cons in making my decision, but I don't want Evan or Lorelei to feel like I'm abandoning them, or choosing Haiti over them, or that I love them any less. I'm going to take a few more days to think over my decision, but I can't seem to shake the feeling that this is how God wants me to use my gift for him... I just need to figure out how to continue my work including Evan and Lorelei and without having to fly 600 miles away. I know I have a lot to think about over the next month and I hope my friends and family understands my decision. I guess I jut have to pray that God lets me know if I made the right decision or not.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Being Published

Check out tomorrows paper for a brief story on my trip to Haiti! Also a preview online! So weird.


One child drew pictures of bricks tumbling off the sides of a building, landing on the heads of people below. Another, using thick paint and construction paper, created images of blood and broken bones. Amanda
Sanders admits she didn’t know what to expect when she arrived at the orphanage in Haiti earlier this month.

An art therapy graduate student at Florida State University, Sanders was there to work on her final project for school – and, to hopefully help some of the 90 children cope with the destruction they have been living amidst during the past six months.

“I was trying to create a place for the kids to have fun. They were fending for themselves, growing up way too fast,” Sanders said. “I wanted them to be kids.

“The ones who had been traumatized, I wanted them to be able to express themselves through art.”

Art therapy has become an increasingly popular tool for helping traumatized children.

Read more on this in Friday's Tallahassee Democrat.